Thursday, January 13, 2022

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Dear mother,

Over the years I have tried to be so strong to supress or not think of your absence in life, but you know some days are particularly difficult. They don't have reasons to be the particular difficult days but they are. One such day is today. This afternoon to be precise. I've thought of you so intensely and missed having you in my life. I don't know if I'll ever meet anyone remotely as you in future, but if I do, why not now? Why can't I meet a version of you now? I feel my heart would pop out of my body and search you in the world. 


Ps - I'm covid positive, today is the 9th day. All the symptoms have nearly subsided and I'm so proud of myself to have dealt with this entirely myself. 



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